Today is the first day of the rest of my life.

Ever heard the line, "Today is the first day of the rest of my life?" It's from an old John Denver tune. I am not exactly a John Denver aficionado, but that message hits differently these days. Starting Optune therapy is like flipping a switch on a new chapter. Sure, it's this clunky thing I've got to cart around, but within that bulk, there's a glimmer of hope. It's my lifeline, potentially adding precious time to my journey.

But then there's the other side of the coin. When did I start caring so much about what others think? Back in the day, the schoolyard bullies poked fun at every little difference. I thought I had grown out of that. Yet here I am, self-conscious about this contraption on my head, keeping me going. Is that wrong? Or is it just the natural response to not fitting society's mold? It may be time to redefine what 'normal' looks like. After all, this is my life, my journey, and I should wear this device with pride, regardless of what anyone else thinks. Because today, and every day forward, is the first day of the rest of my life, and I will live it on my terms.

The song has another line: "To grow is to change, to change is to be new. To be new is to be young again. I barely remember when." It is a reminder that growth is about change, sometimes creating a new you. It is about embracing change and finding freshness in every step of the journey. With Optune by my side, I'm not just fighting for more time; I am rediscovering what change is genuinely like, which comes from facing life head-on, unapologetically. So, here's to the journey ahead, where every day is a chance to grow, change, and feel young again, regardless of the obstacles in my path.