Word of the Day "Cognizant"

I learned a new word today, "cognizant." This word means, in its definition, "having cognizance; aware or informed (of something)." Tonight, as I lay crying in my husband's arms, I was, for the first time in a long time, cognizant of my feelings and allowing my body to feel mentally and physically these emotions. I have issues with letting these feelings surface; my husband is the only person who can help pull them out. Our brains are complex systems that handle various functions, including memories and moods. However, when someone is diagnosed with a brain tumor, it sheds new light on how you should feel and when you should feel, and it is a fire that burns bright in your mind that never entirely goes away. 

Dealing with Brain Cancer isn't just about fighting a physical battle – it's also a journey of self-discovery and understanding. Suddenly, every emotion, every thought, every moment becomes crystal clear. It's like seeing yourself and your life with new eyes. I have never laughed, cried, or felt emotions like this. I am far from "enlightened," but I can grasp the concept and appreciate the idea. The dictionary definition is "factually well-informed, tolerant of alternative opinions, and guided by rational thought." hmm, rational thought and me... that might not jive. Still, I do feel I better understand what life means to me. 

But it's not just about you but everyone around you, too. Brain Cancer affects not just the person diagnosed but their loved ones, too. It's a wake-up call for everyone to be more understanding, compassionate, and supportive. So, being "cognizant" isn't just about knowing what's going on inside your head—it's also about understanding the impact of Brain Cancer on your life and those around you. It's about standing up against stigma and fighting for better support for everyone affected by this disease.

In the end, facing Brain Cancer teaches us that we have the strength to keep going even in the most challenging times. We learn to appreciate every moment, every feeling, and every connection – because that's what life is all about.